Ffffhhh.....

Thanks God, u still allow me to obey my own vow....
I know this would be very hard.. very very hard.. but I have to listen to my heart more so I won't feel bad again... for looong time..
Yes, feel good just for a while can't compare with that.. Thanks to my dear friends who always support me....
In the end, just like the old quote said ; No Pain No Gain...
Hik.. Pain.. I had too much I guess, but maybe not enough yet..